i got a new tabulas! its www.tabulas.com/~kota12345 haha, lol come visit it. lol well, duh wat else would u do?!?!?! lol ttyl, byes!! ~kota #55 <3

caramba! (new spanish vocab word meanin wow!) lol its been a long time since i've updated. nothin new has really happened tho...im so0o bored. the football games 2nite @ CV, i wanna go but idk if i will or not. who knos?!?! lol i have a new favorite song, La La by Ashlee. lol if u haven't heard it b4 here's the lyrics...

You can dress me up in diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts
Oh I have waited here for you
I have waited

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You can meet me on an aeroplane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh I have waited here for you
Don't keep me waiting

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright with you
'Cause you hold my secrets tight
You do,you do
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalalalala lalala
You make me wanna lala lalala

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a French maid where I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala lalala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala lalala lala lalala
You make me wanna lala lalala lalala
lalala.........


Haha, me n jackie were singin that song n now bonnie started singin it. she only listens 2 it like 20 times a day. lol u may think that songs weird, but wen u hear it, its so0o funny. lol ne who, yesterday was our game against Gettysburg. i got stung by a bee rite b4 the game tho, it hurted . well ne ways We won, 2-1. Now were 3-1-1...i think.lol well ne who, ima go byes. ttyl. ~kota #55<3

Terry n Billy r comin bac 4 the football game!! Yay! *claps* I'll finally get 2 c Ter, n Jacquelynn will finally get 2 c Billy. I miss both of them so0o damn much. It jus ain't the same witout them here. I hate goin 2 school everyday, n they r'nt there. Its jus weird. I miss them! lol, ima good yeller. haha. ne who..Bonnie n Jackie r funginated. lmao! Bonnie has a fungus growin on her stomach n Jackies fingernail like jus bout lifts off her finger. Its so0o gross. But me, i ain't funginated...yet! lol Tomorrow i was supposed 2 go 2 my friends house but im not now cuz she has physical therapy 4 her knees. lol (she tore a ligament or sumthin) lol i love these smiley thingers. hehe well, im gonna go so that taj can go n he don't have 2 tell his mommy that its all my fault 4 makin him stay on so late. lmao. well ttyl byes <3 kota

The first week of school was as borin as hell. I can tell that this year is gonna b along year.... I HATE OUR SCIENCE TEACHER!!! She is so0o boring. OMFG!! I don't think that i have -EVER- had a teacher as boring as her. She does not kno how 2 teach at all. I mean, yea most teachers r borin but -NO1- is borin compared 2 her. N she sits me in the wayy bac beside Hilary. Yea, Hilary. Who "claims" she has an injured foot, but i think she's jus fakin it. Even tho its in a cast. Lmao! Ne who, she sits me in the wayy bac wit no1 2 tlk 2. Tlk bout torture. N no, Hilary don't count. lol The only person i can tlk 2 is Taylor who sits like 2 seats away from me n Becky whos in front of me. That's it. URGH! I think i might jus b dead by the end of the year if i have 2 b in that class ne longer. Ne who...i love mrs riegel the math teacher. shes so0o cool. N the english n A.C. teachers r okay, but they kinda get annoyin sumtimes. N we got this really cool gym teacher this year. I feel so bad 4 her tho, cuz our class is really bad n on the first day she hada yell at us like so0o many timez. It wasn't me tho... lol no, but 4real. it wasn't me. Hehe. But, LUNCH SUX!! They took away our Ala Carte line. So me n Bonnie n Jackie made a petition n we pass it around all lunch. Cuz the other line sux ass. Well, i g2g. ttyl Byez ~KoTa~ <3 Ter <3

Y IS EVERY1 ALWAYS FIGHTIN?!?!?! im tired of it. last nite, i fucked up big time. ter- IM SRY!! i really, truly am. but idk y it is, but wen i tlk 2 maddie i believe her, n wen i tlk 2 u, i believe u. n its really hard 2 not believe maddie, but then its really hard 2 not believe u. i wanna believe u ter, i do. i REALLY wanna tlk 2 u, n i kno ur mad at me, n believe me this situation is makin me really upset. Ter, plz tlk 2 me. Maddie's happy wit gage, n im happy wit u. i DONT want ne 1 else ter, i want u. N believe me, i could have NE1, but no ter, i chose 2 like u. i love u ter, n it hurts me wen u say u dont wanna tlk 2 me. MADDIE IS NOT TRYNA BREAK ME N U UP SO SHE CAN HAVE U!!! i kno alot of ppl think that , but ITS NOT TRUE!!! well, im sry. ima go, byes.

<3 ter<3

i put a bunch of pplz names in this quiz thinger, "how will u die??" heres how were all gonna die...lmao

















































okay....thats enough. lol i put in kota, n i get a diff. answer than dakota. weird.... lol well ttyl byez

I jus want 2 let yall kno that, my duckie was decapitated 2 nite. cuz i threw it in my bac-pac n wit all my books on top of it..*IT*...got decapitated. n now im very very sad. n i was tryna glue it bac 2gether but it wasn't workin, it was jus makin it worser, n then Bridger told me 2 burn it together, n i tried, n it melted. now im really sad. thanx alot, Bridger. But today, my duckie had a bad day. Wen i was at my locker, my duckie was on the floor n Kyle kept jumpin on *IT* n then 4 herd time, saige threw it in the tree place or w.e. n i got mad at him, cuz he hurt my duckie. n jacquelynn kept wantin 2 c it all day, but i said no, no. cuz i knew all she wanted 2 do was murder it. But there was 1 good thin bout his day, me n maddie tried 2 get it 2 float in the sink. N it sunk, but then me n jackie clogged the sink wit a paper towel n *IT* floated!!! *claps* But all that don't matter now, b.c. all *IT* is now, is a melted, decapitated duckie.

lmao i've been tryna act all serious this whole time n not laugh, but i can't hold it in ne longer. lol even tho im sad, lol. my duckie ain't alive ne more. lol Bridger told me 2 have a funeral 4 him but idt that will b possible cuz there ain't really a "duckie" ne more. since *IT* is decapitated n melted. lmao. so sry yall, the funeral has been cancelled. lmao. NE WHO...

TER N BILLY R COMIN BAC 4 THE FOOTBALL GAME NEXT FRIDAY!!!! , well, maybe. im happy that i might finally get 2 c ter, n billy. I miss ter so0o much, n billy 2.

we hada field hockey game today, n we played grace baptist. we won tho. n jackie, i saw Jordan 2 wen we were walkin 2 the field. I think hes a soccer player. He looked like he hada soccer uniform on, so im assumin he's a soccer player. lol ne who...

Ima go now..im gonna go mourn the loss of my best friend....Duckie. I LOVE U DUCKIE!!! ~4ever n always~ lmao even tho i still dont kno if ur a he or she. lol thats y i have been callin u *IT* lol

R.I.P.
Kota's Rubber Duckie
a.k.a. *IT*
8/30/04 - 9/2/04
I LOVE U DUCKIE!!

lmao, if u would like 2 say ne thin (NICE) meanin saige or jackie u rude duckie harmers lol n kyle, u 2. u duckie killer. lol ne wayz, iif u would like 2 say ne thin nice bout my duckie, well, my dead rubber duckie lol, plz leave a message on my tabby. (if u dont have ne thin nice 2 say, dont say it at all. thats wat my mommy always told me. lmao j.p.)

well g2g, ttyl. BYES!! I MISS U TER n u 2 billy <3 kota


Love ya Ter. <3

I'm goin out wit ter, i'm goin out wit ter, im goin out wit ter..... lolz(is that makin u mad yet jessie?!?!?) lolz lolz lolz lolz (how bout now) thats so0o0o0o COOLIES!!!(thats wat crystal says) lol well NE WAYZ... I'm goin out wit ter, i'm goin out wit ter, i'm goin out wit ter... lol(lolz) haha

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 kota n ter <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3



well its 12:12 rite now, so tecnically its August 27th. So that means.... 3 more days till my birthday. lol(lolz) haha
3 more days till school starts. okay, well im jus 2 wayyy overly excited now. lmao so0o0o0o ima go b4 yall get annoyed...ttyl byez <3 kota <3

im goin out wit ter, im goin out wit ter, im goin out wit ter..... lol im singin so i advise u 2 cover ur ears. lol im goin out wit ter, im goin out wit ter, im goin out wit ter.....

okay, well this time i REALLY am serious, i am REALLY gonna go as in leave rite now. lol okie dokie then, byez. ttyl. love ya <3 kota <3


<3 kota n ter 4ever <3

ug. i had lacrosse camp today from 9-5 n omg its so god damn hot out. it was fun tho, but hot. the coaches r soo cool n they do all these fun drills n stuff. it was fun, but i still have it tomorrow n friday. er, its 2 hot 4 this. n anne, my friend from lamberton, brought this whole bag of jelly belly's, n me n maggie, another girl from lamberton, ate the whole bag. lmao. we both regreted it tho... they made us do all these runnin drills in the afternoon n my tummy started 2 hurt. lol but they gave us a free pinny or w/e u call those thins. lol but hey, it was free! gotta love those free thins! lmao but we played this cool game, it was like duck-duck goose. lol but it was called drip-drip drop, but u played it wit water n as hot as it was, the water felt good. then me n maggie went 2 the post pool after camp 4 like 2 hours..but then we left n went home. urgh, i am sooo fuckin tired. n i gotta get up at 7 tomorrow mornin. n that may not seem that early but, believe me. ive been gettin up at like 12-1 all summer so 7 is pretty early. NE WHO....

im bored. i was tlkn 2 ter but he said brb like 15 min ago. lol alrighty then, i was startin 2 feel lonely n unloved but taj's IM jus popped up on my screen. "hey u sexy bitch" lmao. thats his new sayin, he says that its fun 2 say. lol okay well, ima go now. ttyl byez

I Love U Ter <3 (sry taj lol)